Thoughts & Ponderings
Lately, everything seems to be running out. I’m out of time to do homework. I’m out of black paint. I’m out of money. I’m out of creative things to write for my English papers. I’m out of ideas for our group project. I’m out of jalapeno chips, the sustenance of life. I’m out of energy. [...]
Let me be brutally honest with you all: I don’t quite know what is meant by the term “God’s call.” If you’re like me, you’ve heard it your whole life. God has called me to ministry. I’ve been called to serve as a missionary. My calling is to be a doctor. But how do they [...]
It’s over. And at long last, I’m getting around to writing about it. What is there to say? It’s difficult to really sum up the past three years I’ve spent in the NCFCA. (Well, the first year is easy to sum up: tears and agony. The end.) God has used a seemingly simple extracurricular activity [...]
In this time of life, sandwiched between highschool and college, I find myself rather swamped with Important Questions. What will you study in college? What do you want to do for a career? Wait…you don’t want a career? How on earth will you make enough money to pay for all these expenses? What is there [...]
Some days, I am weighted down by the sheer knowledge of my own filth. I live and breathe and laugh. Sometimes I even teach, and others listen. There are days that some call me “wise” or “mature.” Once or twice, I believe them. More often, I feel guilty. Dirty. Fake. Is what they see real? [...]
